I have a serious case of "I've had it up to here!", "You're getting on my nerves", "Calgon, take me away!!" Are you feelin' me?? Once a month (hint, hint) these intense emotions emerge and I don't know what to do with them! It is mostly irritation with the kids' fighting, whining, arguing, sassy-ness, but there is also some anger, too. I won't get into that but needless to say I need to just exercise but what I want to do is hit something - hard. Ever been here?
This season, Easter, Mother's Day, Spring is always hard due to losing my mom at this time. Of course when emotions are intense I ALWAYS have the good old "I miss my mom so much it hurts" feelings. It will be four years on May 9th since she has been gone. More and more often days will go by and I realize I have not thought about her. Mostly, though I wish I could just chat with her. Ok, any more and I'll be getting the keyboard wet!
The picture is of her holding Hannah as a baby. She loved those girls!
2 comments:
You have every right to feel this way,you needed a sister!! They help sometimes :-)
That picture of your mom is wonderful, that is just how I remembered Robin Perry!! She was such a wonderful woman & she is very proud of you and all that you have done!! She is your angel watching over your entire family!!
Good luck & you can vent to me if you need to, I'm always here to listen!
I have days like this too. My kids are so cute, but they can turn on me in an instant. I need a freeze button so I can walk away for a few minutes each day. I can't imagine not having my mom around to talk to during this stage in my life. Your mom was a great grandma!
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