I can't guarantee that what I write will sound correct or that the spelling and grammar make sense. Having said that I do want to chronicle this journey at least for me and if it entertains or encourages other's - all the better.
So I have been fluffy, chunky, and/or extra soft, ever since I can remember. The main problem is I LOVE FOOD! I like good food, too. None of this fat-free sour cream for me, I want the real deal. I've finally had it with clothes not fitting and just generally feeling gross.
There are some folks who I know also doing the same diet with huge results so that finally pushed me over the edge to DO SOMETHING. I joined SlimGenics two days ago. Currently I am on day two of the prep-phase. I start the official diet on Saturday. I am a mix of excited and nervous for the cravings I know will be there. I am learning how to tell myself true things like: I want to be thin more than I want that _____. There is a huge element at play here: Self-control. Something I do not have naturally. I never learned how to say no or to hear no very well. That poses a problem.
I am excited to
-run with out jiggling
-wear clothes with the size in the single digits
-learn how to say no
That's all for now.
1 comment:
So excited to see you post again! How is your new little one doing? How old is she now? I have always struggled with food as well, but after the last three years of learning all about food (because I was forced to because of my health stuff), I don't want to eat a lot of the junk that is out there--because that's what it is, JUNK! And the real, healthy, organic, non-processed stuff just tastes better after awhile--and you will feel so much better! I am on an extremely resricted diet right now (10 foods plus these pre-digested shakes) and it is not fun. But God gives me the strength to do it everyday, without Him I would have given in along time ago and let my doctor give me the harsher drugs and be miserable all the time. God will give you the strength too and you will be healthier for your kids to boot! Keep me updated on how it's going!! God bless. :)
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